Vivinavi : Los Angeles : (United States) Los Angeles

• ゴン子
• 2020/11/18 (Wed) 11:45
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I am not involved in Christianity, Buddhism, or anything else of note. Maybe ever.
I am healed by what I believe in. A close friend of mine, who believed in Christianity briefly and sent me a lengthy bible and other treatises as if he was a serious Priest for a time, then became a Jailbird for misdemeanors.
He then became a Muslim in Jail, and now seems to be calm ？ but I avoid him because he sometimes says and does strange things due to the aftereffects of drug use (because he used to do it).
So, I recently think that people always have a guardian spirit. Maybe someone virtuous for an ancestor. Then there are the various heavenly good deities, or in English, the Gardinian Angels. I realized that I am protected by those god-like spirits and I am able to live a just and righteous life, day by day.
The relative of mine, who joined Islam, has been in trouble since he was a boy and even entered the youth authorities. His older brother is the opposite, a good man who graduated from UC in 3 years.
So it's not about parental discipline, but I think he has no guardian spirit that normal people have, or if he does, it's either a spirit with no power or bad luck ？
His bad luck was when he was a boy, he played with a gun with a bad friend and his side was grazed. But he never learned his lesson and never let go of his gun. He survived an accident that wrecked his car, but thanks to his seatbelt, he survived unscathed. The only damage was to the guardrail and his car. In other words, he seems to have a guardian angel with him. My parents seem to think that if I had died instantly, they wouldn't be worried and yakking about it now and it wouldn't haunt them for the rest of their lives.
To make a long story short, God for me is within me. And in the atmosphere. Recently I realized that I am surrounded by mountains on all sides. It is hot in summer and cold in winter. It is an hour drive by Nikkei, but now that I think about it, I have come to believe that it is thanks to the great gods of the mountains that I have been able to overcome cancer twice (10 years ago, I was in remission). And the God of the sea for the sea. And I try to do good to others. People who don't do that and are selfish and self-interested will not have good fortune and will miss out on happiness. I used to be the type of person who counts money, so I am now trying to teach myself a lesson. Doing good deeds for others, even if you don't get any reward, will become your own virtue and will appear to your children, grandchildren, and the last generation.
It seems that those who have done the opposite will be afflicted by their own children and grandchildren. I finally realized this recently. Excuse the long sentence.

• 倍金萬
• 2020/11/19 (Thu) 09:19
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Gonko,

great story.

My wife and I have raised our two children correctly according to our own beliefs, and their children seem to be growing up decently, so I would say that we have no regrets in life.

I also joke that I am my own god.

• ゴン子
• 2020/11/19 (Thu) 10:28
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#2194
Mr. Double Money Man
I am suddenly being led to various kinds of enlightenment these days
I am really writing this because many good things have been coming to me like whispers since this month. My arms and elbows are sore from typing on my phone 🥴
Up until now I have been a crazy mamagon, as you all know here.
I'm almost retired now, and I feel like I'm so at ease ？ sometimes I'm asked to babysit or petsit in the neighborhood, so I'm busy, but
yesterday I had this thought
we all have a god inside of us.
In other words, we have a good god or angel attached to us. It is triggered when we need it or by some cause, and we can be kind to others or try to help those in need. You have to see and treat people who are usually gloomy, stubborn, and sneaky as having God in them. The same goes for people who commit heinous crimes. Whisper to the God that the individual has, shake him and pull out the divine spirit that is shrinking deep inside. He will respond to you like a different person ？
That may go along with what the priests and monks who visit prisons do.
Well, that was extreme.
And recently I was thinking ？ ？ why people are so kind and warm wherever I go. And yesterday I suddenly felt
that the warm, round heart in me triggers the round, warm part of the other person. I've been to a lot of grocery stores in Corona, but I've found that the young clerks are always willing to help me with any questions or situations that I have, even if it's something that would normally be brushed off by a strange Asian woman. I would like to live my life as someone once said
"All mankind are brothers ！", or rather, "All mankind are relatives".

• ひろ
• 2020/11/19 (Thu) 21:55
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Apparently the ANA flight to Japan was full.

It's pretty scary to have strangers sitting on both sides of you for 10+ hours this time of year.

• え？
• 2020/11/19 (Thu) 23:26
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I thought they left the middle seat empty ？.